Thursday, October 22, 2015

CAN I TRUST YOU?

You sat in the darkness with void all around but the darkness did not phase You. With one sentence everything changed—light burst forth from Your mouth and pierced the darkness. The beginning of creation began. So, why is there this lingering question in my mind…

Can I trust You?

The stars hang in the sky far above at Your command and their names are not hidden from You. They twinkle; they dazzle, and create a joyful dance for Your glory alone. At the sound of Your voice they remain steady or die in Your presence being no more. So, why do I doubt You in this life and wonder…

Can I trust You?

The endless stars above that are close to You and the grains of sand beneath the crashing waves far below You, are representations of the children You called forth through one man. All would be blessed through Your hands and that is a promise well kept. It doesn’t make any since that I question Your integrity and think to myself…

Can I trust You?

“The Spirit of God has made me, and the breath of the Almighty gives me life.” You are aware of the number of hairs on my head even if one falls out. You know the sum of all of my tears and put them in a bottle. You know the amount of my days and even though they are fleeting You are with me any way. I know these truths and I hate when the question makes its way into my mind…

Can I trust You?

I came to this earth with nothing and I will leave with nothing. I do not know why this truth surprises me and creates anger within me, because I know it to be true. I did not bring myself here to this earth and I will not take myself home. Why oh why, do I hold so tight to things that weren’t even mine in the first place and wonder…

Can I trust You?

Why does this question, this doubt rise so often within me when I face situations in this vapor of a life? Why do I constantly run to other things to put my trust in, that will exist no more once Your Son comes back to fight for His Bride? God, You have always been, You are, and forever You will be. You’re the only One I can trust through it all. I will do my best to set aside this dreadful question…

Can I trust You?

…And replace it with…

HOW CAN I NOT TRUST YOU?

 


*Genesis 1:1-3, Psalm 174: 4, Genesis 22:11, Job 33:4, Luke 12: 7, Psalm 56:8, Job 1:21, Revelation 1: 8

Monday, October 12, 2015

PARENT TRAP

     I remember my first born son as a wobbly, chunky, slobbering baby who stood up to conquer one of the major milestones in his life…walking. As a parent I was both excited and frightened. I wanted him to walk but at the same time I didn’t want him to fall. My first initial thought was to stand right next to him so that when he did fall over I could catch him and keep him safe from the physical and emotional pains of failure. But I knew that if I did that, then he would never learn how to walk on his own…he would never grow. So, instead I let him fall…and when he did, I was there to sweep him up in my arms to comfort him and dry his tears.

     As a parent I long to keep my children safe from pain and to give them everything in their life they desire to make them comfortable, but I know that it doesn’t do them any good. If I continued to feed them bottles, give them everything they ask for, carried them everywhere we went so that they would never have to do anything for themselves…not only would they become spoiled little brats but also they would never become all that God desires them to be. I would be stunting their growth in every way: physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. They may kick, scream, and throw tantrums to get what they want but as a parent it is important to stay strong and give them only what they need instead of what they always want…even if it means they become angry at you.

     As a Christian it is easy to get angry and blame God for everything in our lives. We get mad because we pray for things to happen in our approved ways and when things are not answered to our liking we kick, we scream, and throw our tantrums to get what we want...even though it doesn’t do any good. I know these moments must be so hard for God because I know that they are hard for me when I deny my children of something that will provide them comfort or enjoyment even. But I also know that God knows better than we do.

     If God gave us everything that we wanted not only would it make us ungrateful, spoiled little brats but the thing that we may want, might not be the right things that we need. God knows what we need even more than I know what my children need. He sees the very depths of us and knows the outcome of our prayers. Also, if He did everything for us then we would never grow. Sometimes we need to walk through things on our own in order to grow, with Him by our side to dry our tears and comfort us after we fall.

     Instead of blaming God and remaining angry towards Him, it is vital to trust God to be the good Father that He truly is in our lives. He knows what we need to survive even before we ask and He knows what we need to thrive. Even if things happen that truly hurt…there is purpose in the pain and He never wastes our pain. When we put our full trust in Him it is hard sometimes to thinks that what He does is good, but ultimately He knows the outcomes…and honestly He really does have our best interest at heart. HE IS A GOOD, GOOD FATHER!!!

Matthew 7: 9-11, “What man among you, if his son asks him for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!”



Because with out Him, there is nothing else,
Tiffany Wasson

Monday, October 5, 2015

Changing “worrier” to “WARRIOR”!

      Guilt, shame, regret, and fear reigned in the hearts of Adam and Eve as soon as they partook in the forbidden fruit. They did their best to hide their sin and hide from God by finding near by trees. Although, they could not hide…their God, their creator, and their companion could not be fooled. He knew exactly what they did. Once that happened all creation was torn, broken, and different then what they were originally created for. But even all the way back in Genesis God gives a glimpse of Jesus… the bridge between God and His creations. He was to bring hope for all mankind, make all things new, and take away fear and worry for good.
     In the reveal of Jesus in Genesis, God didn’t portray Jesus as this wimp that was just going to roll over and die. He gave a glimpse of his true nature in Genesis 3…HE is a mighty warrior. Genesis 3: 15 reveals, “I will put hostility between you and the woman, and between your seed and her seed. He will strike your head, and you will strike his heel.” Some translations even say, “crush your head.” I don’t know about you but I wouldn’t even go near a snake if I saw it. I would scream like a little girl and probably get bit any way because I screamed and startled the snake. But Genesis reveals that Jesus goes towards the snake. He isn’t afraid.
     Even when Satan temps Jesus in the desert He is not fazed. Satan tries to tempt Him with all sorts of things while Jesus is desperate for much needed water and food. But Jesus doesn’t give in and lastly commands in Matthew 4:10, “Go away, Satan! For it is written: Worship the Lord your God, and serve only Him.” Jesus was also bold declaring that He was the Son of God regardless of the doubt that surrounding Him. He has one of the greatest “Drop the mic moments in history”when he read from Isaiah 61. In Luke 4: 16-20…

He came to Nazareth, where He had been brought up. As usual, He entered the synagogue on the Sabbath day and stood up to read. The scroll of the prophet Isaiah was given to Him, and unrolling the scroll, He found the place where it was written:

“The Spirit of the Lord is on Me,
because He has anointed Me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent Me
to proclaim freedom to the captives
and recovery of sight to the blind,
to set free the oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

He then rolled up the scroll, gave it back to the attendant, and sat down. And the eyes of everyone in the synagogue were fixed on Him. He began by saying to them, “Today as you listen, this Scripture has been fulfilled.”’

     Jesus knew who He was and He wasn’t afraid to show it…even to the point of handing himself over the officials to be crucified in order to fulfill scripture to further prove He was who He said He was. Jesus was fierce. He was beaten, bruised, and tortured beyond recognition for the love of all generations. Those that mocked Him thought He was weak because He would not bring himself down from the cross. Even one that hung next to him shouted at Him in Luke 29: 39, “Then one of the criminals hanging there began to yell insults at Him: "Aren't You the Messiah? Save Yourself and us!" BUT Jesus wasn’t weak and not even death could hold Him down! 1 Corinthians 15: 54 reveals that “Death has been swallowed up in victory.”
     I could go on and on at how amazingly strong Jesus is but my favorite reveal is found in Revelation 19. Jesus will be back again to make all things right and it won’t be in some humble way either…

REVELATION 19: 11-16, “Then I saw heaven opened, and there was a white horse. Its rider is called Faithful and True, and He judges and makes war in righteousness. His eyes were like a fiery flame, and many crowns were on His head. He had a name written that no one knows except Himself. He wore a robe stained with blood, and His name is the Word of God. The armies that were in heaven followed Him on white horses, wearing pure white linen. A sharp sword came from His mouth, so that He might strike the nations with it. He will shepherd them with an iron scepter. He will also trample the winepress of the fierce anger of God, the Almighty. And He has a name written on His robe and on His thigh:

KING OF KINGS
AND LORD OF LORDS.

     Regardless of what people think…Jesus is not a wimp! He has never worried. He has always known who He is….JESUS IS A WARRIOR and He calls us to be the same. He calls us to be tapped into the spirit within us. Romans 8: 11 tells us, “And if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead lives in you, then He who raised Christ from the dead will also bring your mortal bodies to life through His Spirit who lives in you.” He doesn’t want us to worry. He wants us to trust Him with everything. He is our vindicator and we are victorious through Him. 1 Corinthians 15: 57 reveals, “But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ!”

     This past year I have had a HUGE battle with anxiety…even to the point of not feeling as if I would ever be set free from it and that I would always deal with it. Through this struggle I had forgotten who Jesus is and who I am IN HIM. Lately the Lord has been really put on my heart to look to Him as the WARRIOR HE IS and the WARRIOR I am because of HIM IN ME. Yes, I am human and I am tempted constantly to worry because my mind wonders about millions of “WHAT IF’S”. BUT GOD is slowly changing my mindset. I am starting to see Jesus more and more in His Victorious state. When I have these weak moments I do my best to look at the end of the story. JESUS ON HIS WHITE HORSE COMING IN VICTORY! HE is a WARRIOR and HE LIVES IN ME. If you know Him and HE LIVES IN YOU…YOU ARE A WARRIOR TOO! Let’s do our best to tap into the WARRIOR side of ourselves instead of the wimpy “worrier” side. JESUS WILL HELP US…HE IS FAITHFUL AND TRUE!




TIFFANY